Been off all week to be honest I'm not having a brilliant time just loads of stuff getting in top of me I'm back up to 9st 3lbs and it's so depressing I'm so ill all the time I look pasty and fat I just want to feel motivated scrap that I just want to feel something I'm back at work next week and i've got a shit tonne of work to do :( I want to feel amazing and thin and people think wow instead of plain old boring Jane I don't know what's going on my head I can't seem to figure anything in my head or my life out my weight seems to be the one thing I can control but I have to push myself and body to the limit. I will try and keep you updated as I have the app on my phone now so I have no reason for being slack I promise myself I will gym it at least there times this week no matter what sweat is the body getting rid of fat.I just need to be disciplined and focused.
